sleepwalkin'

Peace out.

I made a new tumblr. FOR COUNTLESS REASONS.

and I am ONLY giving out my link to people I know in real life. so if I’ve hung out with you, talk to you daily, or i have some cool bond with you, i’ll give you my link. and if i somehow forget to give you my link, you’ll see me following you on my new tumblr. AND YOU WILL KNOW IT’S ME.

OH. AND if I follow you ( and i don’t know you personally ) it’s because i like the things you post/ your blog/ i think you’re awesome, or something gnarly like that. be on the lookout!

I feel like I cannot be myself anymore.
too many people know this blog and that makes me feel really fucking weird.

One more thing. They say.. “Imitation is the finest form of flattery”
but I have to admit.. I’m not flattered one fucking bit.

Deuce. 

i made a playlist.

it’s a playlist full of songs that make me feel invincible. i think it’s pretty important and powerful when a song can make you feel a certain way and well, these are the songs that make ME feel invincible and make me feel like i could get away with anything. these are the songs i blast with the windows down and the volume, turned all the way up.

We own the sky- M83
Major label debut- Broken social scene
Australia- The shins
Young folks- Peter bjorn & john
Dominos- The big pink
German love- Starfucker
Good time- Crystal Castles
Lovers who uncover- The little ones
Of moons, birds, and monsters- MGMT
oo0ooo0oo- Oberhofer
Lights out- Santigold
Gold lion- Yeah yeah yeahs
Run into flowers- M83
When you were young- The killers
Sunshine- Atmosphere
We will become silohuettes- The postal service
Crooked teeth- Death cab for cutie
Higher than the stars- The pains of being pure at heart
Time to pretend- MGMT

This is in no order. I love all of these songs and each have an impact on me (lolol i’m getting all emotional up in here) BUT I DO WANT TO SAY that the first and the last song are the two songs that make me feel MOST invincible out of all the songs on the playlist. i thought ‘we own the sky’ would get things started up and i thought 'time to pretend’ was the perfect song to end the playlist. which is why i wanted to make the playlist start and end that way.

It is 2:59 am. It is time for a shower!!!

i think i have just lost all faith in humanity.

i just saw something horrible on my dashboard. if you know what i’m talking about, i’m sure you feel really sad too :-(. I really don’t even feel like talking about it. All I really have to say is I fucking hate people. Humans, yes, as a whole. No one individually. I don’t hate anyone individually. But I am so fucking repulsed and disappointed by this generation and by what people are becoming. It’s like no one has a heart. and sometimes i feel bad for hating human kind.. but i see shit like this and i am reminded why i do hate people. i’m not really sure what happened. i used to love everyone, i didn’t have things against the human race. then one day i guess, i fucking woke up and saw how fucked up this world and people can be. and it sucks because i am a pretty damn positive person and i try to overlook these kinds of things, but i just don’t know.

there is something terribly wrong with some people.
and i’ve said this once, and i’ll say it again: I will never understand people.
and I think a big part of me will always be a misanthropist.
It has been a while since I’ve said something really negative..about anything in general. but i just had to get this off my chest.

my life as of late:

wake up at 2 pm, bum it, go to work at six & close, go home, jam out on the keyboard, talk to friends, have delusional conversations all night, stay up until 8 am, go to sleep, wake up at 2pm, rinse lather repeat..